04. after a long gap.

stoned pretty light.

sighhh.

spent early evening and later exploiting camera...

sometimes. just sometimes, i think, living life as a wastrel ain't that bad... who needs things when you got weed? :)

03

a long gap.

and now some more.

the exam was pretty much random. as expected. im not really bothering to elucidate much about that. pointless waste of time and energy.

of things worth mentioning. i still have a major dilli hangover.
i want to go back to the capital.
and the himalayas.
and local vodka!




hic.

02

2:15 a.m.

i leave for delhi tomorrow.
entrance exam awaits on the other side of the trip. gah.

killkillkillkillkill.
brainkill.

i shall be back soon. hopefully. to whine more. the woes of entrances gone wrong make excellent subject for blog entries.

the end

leaving the paraphernalia of the past behind.

i have a new blog now.

http://loonypages.blogspot.com/

01

8:35 p.m.

i have a new blog.
to keep myself occupied.


i dont know how much it will work and i really don't know whether i want it to work or not. over the past few months, life has been unbearable. there have been times when i have tried to get it to happen otherwise... but i don't know whether it can actually happen otherwise.

its unfair.
the very first post of the new blog is a rantrantrantrantrant deal. but i am barely in a mood for anything else. nothing seems to be nice. nothing makes me happy. i'm stuck in a rut that is proving to be incredibly difficult.
i don't know whether there is a way out anyway, and neither do i know whether i want a way out or not.
so all in all, i seem to be turning into all those people i had screamed at all my life. its ironic.
i need a break.
i need a life.
i need a joint.